Love Family Home

Just came back from MALAYSIAN MARITIME ACADEMY (ALAM), Malacca. i went there for induction (orientation). And i'm going to take up a career that have to sacrifice alot!! especially my family and friends. in that 12 days it makes me realise how important is LOVE to me. Even a normal song (DOWN)made me cried during a presentation by TOASTMASTER club.

I had decided to stay with ALAM although life there will not be easy for me (it's a regimental base academy).. all kind of abusive thing i have to take it. either physically or mentally.

one more things i'm only allow to get out of the academy twice a month. but for my future i'll stay there.

surely i'll miss home alot..

Ma Future...

I have to make one of the biggest decision of my life.. Select what to do and where to further my study.. either Pilot or Marine engineering.. I'm doing marine engineering because i'm offered a full scholarship. and i want pilot because it's like my childhood dream.. i don't want to regret after i made my decision. What should i do?? hmm..

In my whole entire life i never think of working as a engineer.. especially working on a ship. It's like out of sudden this thing came into my life and i don't know what to do about it. and the scholarship is so attractive that I never even think of rejecting it. Full scholarship with everything provided.. when i mean everything i really mean everything from head to toe... A to Z.. they'll even give me Some money as my allowance.. they'll also send me to overseas to work during my practical... and there are also quite a number of benefits if i'm working offshore as a marine engineering.

On the other hand, I'm applying for cadet pilot for MAS. Pilot is like my childhood dream. i don't know since when but i remember since std 1 in the list of ambition... PILOT is always there...

both jobs are high paid.. so?? haih..

Life after National Service

today is the 10Th day since i leave my national service camp. this whole NS thingy really made a lot of impact in my life. physically and mentally we were tested. For physical , i think after 10 days I'm back to my own self again because at home got no physical training (PT) and "riadah" also. That's why my tummy starting to come out again. everyday tonnes of foods will enter my body , from western to eastern.. from fried to steamed.. all kind of foods.. healthy or not I'll just SAPU!! haha..

but mentally changed.. it's even harder for us to maintain all the changes to made. when we're back home , we'll go back to our old life environment where we had leave for more than 17 years. everything that we learned during classes and experiences. in camp we always have so many friends to remind us what to do and what not to do. because we learn everything together. but back here , no one knows what you had learned in the camp unless those that are chosen. to implant what we learn in NS is not easy at all . we must be mentally strong enough. :)

Brothers and Sisters , trust me.. If you're chosen to attend National Service , you must thank god that you are so lucky . the TAHNIAH that the department sent to you , appreciate it and not make fun of it.

1st day of Chinese New Year

gong xi gong xi...

hmph.. don't know what happen to everyone but this year chinese new year not as happening as last year and the years before. anyway, there's something different also. first i'm botak.. haha.. once all my relative saw me they'll be like.. oh.. suzhou.. you look like a monk.. ohmeitorfat... then they'll start asking me how's camp and all sort of thing about national service..

ANG PAU.. this year i'm not that desperate to get more ang pau.. don't know why.. haha. but i still want to get as much ang pau as possible because i want a DSLR!!!

today i played BB gun.. not normal one. but all the guns cost thousand each. my cousin even shot me.. immediatly my leg start bleeding..

nothing much to blog about but i seriously miss all my friends.. church friends, schoolmates, tuition friends and CAMP FRIENDS!!!!

although we just know each other for a month plus.. but we're like brothers and sisters. imagine everyday, day or night we'll meet each other and share the happiness and carry all the burdens.. especially all the IC SQUAD.. we even enjoy all the momments we spend together.. teasing each other.. calling our nick names... :)

suzhou love all of you..

National Service

Currently I'm doing my national Service at Desa Rimba camp. It's one of the best camp in the country. The best thing is since the day i'm here, i never bite by any mosquito.haha. The whole camp is very nice. The people is superb. I can really feel the One Malaysia spirit here.

On 15th january, i volunteer to perform a cultural dance. It was so fun. Although the training process was tiring. We have to skip our rest time and tea time and even bed time. But it's worthy. I performed in front of 1000 ppl and 3 ministers. And tonnes of VVIP.. They even praise me. And i'm so proud of myself. Haha. I'm in tv also.16th jan tv1 12am.and i'm on newspaper also.16th jan Utusan Malaysia. Haha. Miss all my friends and families. Love you guys. God bless.

Happy New Year to ME..

In a blink of an eye.. 2010 already... fuiyoh, i'm 18 years old already. i'm one year older. look back at what happened last year, i just one to thank those who support me no matter what happen.. especially all the church members and leaders. besides, i want to apologize to all my friends who i had hurted. Sorry friends.. i love all of you.

and i want to tell all my friends that i'm going for national service. after that most probably i'm going Sabah to take my A-Level. so i'm going to miss all my friends. and keep in touch.. must contact me. :P

p/s : i'll miss you so much and you'll be in my heart all the time :D